Quote of the week.
~What would you attempt if you knew you could not fail?
~ (I don't know)
Who am i?
- Tham
- I'm a wife and a mother of 4. I began my 'journey' at 149+ kilos. 8 weeks ago i finally broke the magical barrier of 130 that had confounded me for so long and weighed in at 129.2. Stupid me though, i self sabotaged again and let family issues close me off to the world and i am now 134.6 again and rareing to do anything it takes to get back into new territory.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Challenge - wk 5 and 6 - done and dusted.
Start weight 128.3kg
1st weigh in 127.8kg
2nd weigh in 126.1kg
3rd weigh in 125.8kg
4th weigh in 125.3kg
5th weigh in 126.2kg
6th weigh in 125.3kg
I had a GAIN of 900g in week five and a loss of 900g in week six which gives me a final total loss of 3kg.
Exercise....how did that go?
Exercise was still not an issue. The group bootcamp we did this time was the Cancer Councils Relay for life.
No problems here
Nutrition....how did that go?
I fell in a hole. I managed to dust myself off up until the weekend of week five but than i spent all weekend seesawing back and forwards between being a good little thamlore and being a naughty one
Motivation....how did that go?
As with the above i was all over the shop. Torn between ' you're in the final days, pull your finger out' and 'i give up, i can't be stuffed' I admit it, i crumbled.....damn it.
Overall, i'm lucky i managed to lose the 900g i put on.
However
the numbers i am proud of - drumroll please.....................
Weight as stated above, -3.0kgs
Arms -2.5cms
Bust -5.5cms
Waist -11 cms
Hips -6 cms
Thigh-0.5cm
Grand total of 25.5cms
And i did drop a dress size. I'm very happy with that
All that is left now is to wait for my bio age test results
xoxo
Tham
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Challenge - wk 3 and 4

(Sorry, combining two weeks....i was being slack)
Start weight 128.3kg
1st weigh in 127.8kg
2nd weigh in 126.1kg
3rd weigh in 125.8kg
4th weigh in 125.3kg
I had a loss of 300g in week three and a loss of 500g in week four which gives me a total loss of 3kg in 4 weeks. Nothing to be sneezed at.
Exercise....how did that go?
Exercise was not an issue. I've been consistantly exercising 4-5 days a week and we did a boxing bootcamp during week 3. Boy o boy, i loved it. Once i'm smaller and therefore (the required) light on my feet, i think it may be something i look into.
No problems here
Nutrition....how did that go?
Not the best. All was fine in week 3 until my daughter won her Grand Final and i decided to join in the celebrations. In short, i had a few beers. The next step - of course, 3 slices of pizza. I knew i shouldn't have had them but i listened to that devil voice on my shoulder. The one that said....Go on, you burned 700+ cals with 2 hours of boxing bootcamp. You've been good with your cal budget all day and your weightloss is going great... Stupid voice. Stupid me for listening. I'm lucky to have lost 300g 2 days later.
This past week has been harder. I have had to fight everything. There have been victories and ther have been defeats but what is really getting me down is the mental struggle i have had to deal with this week. My mood has been all over the place - not helped at all by TTOTM. I can be a misery guts in the morning when i wake up all swollen and bloated and then flying high in the arvo when the water has kicked in and i've piddled away all the excess fluid and i feel thin (usually determined by how my face and hands feel)
I'm hoping for a better week 5. The first 2 days have only been so-so.
Motivation....how did that go?
Great up until beer and pizza on That Sunday. My mojo was really low until Tuesday morning and it was time for the dreaded weigh in. After registering a loss (miracle) my mojo was in top form again, but that only lasted the rest of the day. The rest of week 4 was hit and miss. I know mojo is not always flying the flag so as long as i can keep pushing on anyway, i guess thats a good thing.
I don't really have a wrap up of the 2 past weeks. I'm lucky i have even blogged it. As you can see from the shared blog i didn't even manage that last week.
Wish me wind to blow the clouds away and let the sun shine through (OMG so corny )
xoxo
Tham
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Challenge weigh in - wk 2.

Start weight 128.3kg
1st weigh in 127.8kg
2nd weigh in 126.1kg
So, thats a loss of 1.7kg this week, and 2.2kg overall. We wont be doing any of the measurements until the end.
Exercise....how did that go?
Well, i did great. I went to the gym everyday and had some killer workouts. Plus it was a big day out with the family for me on Saturday and i was on my feet from 8am to 4pm, the morning being spent at little aths. On Sunday we had my daughters semi finals for cricket (they've made the gannies:rock1: ) and i put in 30 mins of brisk walking with 3x15 sets of tricep dips and 3x15 sets of pushups, whilst still keeping my eye on the game. I think i'll do the same thing for next weeks game.
All in all, i was pleased with my physical efforts this week.:thumbu2:
Nutrition....how did that go?
Hmmm, how do i answer that. I want to say not good. After all, my daughter brought home a burger from her work on Saturday night and without any second thoughts i ate it....well any third thoughts anyway. Other than that my food budget was fantastic, so i shouldn't focus on one negative.
My food was fine. (Perfect if i was maintaining).
Motivation....how did that go?
I believe that was good also. I mean, a part from the burger episode i had no problems keeping to a healthy eating plan and no problems with putting in some physical effort.
:thumbu2:
Now, as for the loss. I am very pleased. I wont log the loss in until Friday, my normal CK weigh in day, and hopefully i can lose an extra 200g so i can bypass the 126's alltogether. (I hope i didn't jinx myself :( )
The 25's represent a mini goal for me. It was the last real weight i was concious of, even though it was at the 20 week hospital weigh in for my son. That was almost 12 years ago. This is going to be a big achievement. The thing about reaching my goals though, although i feel pleased i am not ecstatic, i don't know what it is really, though i wonder if it is a part of that feeling that i have that i will one day be successful in my weightloss (to clarify, i mean the same feeling that i have when i thought about -successfully, the sexes of my pregnancies). I've always known i will one day win this weight battle, but knowing that can be a little offputting as i seemed to keep putting the start day off. Maybe though, i am not taking pride in something i shouldn't be proud about. I mean , i should never have put this weight on in the first place.
Or maybe i am just waiting (weighting? ) for the magical double numbers. Who knows...... ultimately as long as i keep plodding on, the only thing that matters is that i am living a much healthier life now, and so are my family.
Wishing everybody some 'happy dolphins'
Tham
xoxo
Friday, February 26, 2010
Febuary challenge
Description
To eat 5 veg and 2 fruit per day.
Week beginning 1st: 6/0-5/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0
Week beginning 8th: 0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0
Week beginning 15th: 0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0
Week beginning 22nd: 0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0
I'll move on to a new challenge for next month and try the fruit and beg one another few months down the track.
Week Thirteen: -5th Feb 10-+1 kg
Week Fourteen: -12th Feb 10-0
Week Fifteen: -19th Feb 10-2.4 kg
Week Sixteen: -26th Feb 10-0.3kg
(134.6) Nov '09 :- 1.8kg
(132.8) Dec '09:-3.0kg
(129.8) Jan '10:-1.1kg
(128.7) Feb '10:-1.7kg
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Challenge weigh in - wk 1

Start weight 128.3kg
1st weigh in 127.8kg
As you can see i recorded a loss of 500g. I'm not really dancing for joy though as last Friday had me another 500gs down, equalling a kilo.
So, why the gain on my loss (if that makes sense to anyone other than me?)
My weekend was on track as far as calories where concerned, but due to being at a little aths comp all weekend and living on lean chicken and light mayo sandwiches with carrot sticks and boiled egg for snacks i figure i overloaded on carbs. What's done is done. It could've been a lot worse if i didn't take any of my own food and i didn't go the salad route as i wanted to make sure i wouldn't stray with takeaway carp because a salad didn't quite fill me.
I'm pretty sure i overloaded on water as well. 5x 600ml bottles on the Saturday and 3 on the Sunday.
Anyway....my instructor asked me not to do my usual Friday weigh in as i would have been happy with my loss if i hadn't seen a better loss a couple of days earlier. And as for my food diary this first week of the challenge, she was very happy with it.
Moving on.
My contours branch is being sold so they have a guy (GUY!!!!!) out, kind of like, going over everything. He decided to take over today just as i got on my first rebounder.
HOLY CARP!!!
Boy did i have a fantastic workout. My HR was up 10-20 bpm for the entire time. I normally sit between 130-145 ish with an occasional 150+ when i do a couple of running laps but after the first 5 machines and rebounders i never saw below 145 again. I felt great afterwards and he even gave me a thumbs up for 'putting in a great effort'. It was fun to do a few different things on the rebounders and he didn't just give you a move to do for each one, he started you off and then made sure to up the intensity ofter 10 or so seconds and then again....and then up it again. I guess kind of following a similar path to interval training. (if i make sense - which is rarely, if ever )
Although a part of me thought he really shouldn't have been there - considering a lot of women choose contours for its being a women only gym ( and many members complained with a few turning around and walking straight back out), i actually found i didn't care. That i have gotten over my embarassment of all my bits jiggling and i actually enjoyed the challenge he presented me with as i had to push myself harder to keep up with him. I wish he could stay.....or at the very least that the instructors learn a few things from him (Shock, betrayal)
All in all a good couple of days with no alcohol or coke involved:thumbu2: (The drink coke, not the powdered kind :laugh5: ) I even stayed away from the evil doritos, twisties, party pies, choc eclaires etc... when i joined my childern after school assembly on Monday to celebrate my son getting School Captain and my daughter getting House Vice Captain. I stuck to 2 small pieces of watermelon :)
I'm having a contented *sigh* moment. Better live it up while i can.
Till next time
Tham
xoxo
Friday, February 19, 2010
Finally, something to blog about

I've been such a good girl this week and i have finally had some positive movement.
My Bio age weight was 129.1 and todays weigh in means i have dropped 1.8 kg.
I had to actually weigh myself a few times as the first weigh in had me at 126.9. I didn't believe it so i stepped on it again to get 127.0, then again for 127.3 then 127.4 and finally another 127.3 which i was happy to take.
Yesterdays food wasn't good though. Only 700 cals. I only ate small amounts for brekkie, lunch and dinner as my lovely 2 eldest daughters decided to tell me at the last minute that they had a hawaiian themed school swimming day and i had to put together 2 hula skirts at short notice. I was too busy sewing to eat and that meant i woke up this morning ravenous.
I'm pleased to actually feel bad about not eating enough calories. A long time ago i would have thought i'd done good by eating a low amount of cals during the day. Thank you CK uni and forums
I still have a few more days before i have to weigh in for my 6 week challenge, but i am also keeping my normal Friday weigh ins that i have set for CK. A part of me hopes for another 400g to get me into the 126 range but i am happy with how i have done.
My youngest has a big competition going both days of the weekend and we are taking healthy sandwiches and snacks, so fingers crossed i don't give into any inner demons.
OH.....by the way.
My 3 goals for this challenge are.......................
1 Lose 5 kg and 20cms
2 Lose a dress size (fit into a 20 )
3 Don't drink any alcohol or coke for the duration of the challenge.
And it's my first TGIF with number 3 in a while. I'm looking at it as an experiment, to see if it changes My weight loss results.
I hope everyone has a good weekend.
xoxo
Tham
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
First Bio Age test
My new 6 week challenge starts on Monday so i had to have my Bio Age test done today.
Findings:-
Weight:-129.1
Waist:-127cm
Flexabilty:-+3
Lung capacity:-400
Fitness:-46 bpm
Push ups:-7
Core stabilty:-35 secs
The weigh in isn't too bad considering i usually weigh in first thing in the morning and the test was done late afternoon. I was pleased with my flexabilty and also with my fitness test. My beats per minute were taken after using a step for three minutes. I had to step to the beat and i was given the beat of a fit person (yayyy) which was set to 120, the others being 100 and 80. I'd have loved to be able to do more pushups but i already knew that i need more upper body strength and my core was quite good as well. My waist however is up 1cm from the last time the gym took measurements (the gym measurements being different from mine anyway which is normal) and can be explained by any number of reasons, not least of which i am due for TTOTM.
All in all i am ok with how i did....though that may change when i receive the results. I'm just not sure how i can better them though. That is, apart from the weight and waist.
I better start getting my meals planned.
Bring on the next 6 weeks.
xoxo
Tham
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
January Challenge
Description
To eat 5 veg and 2 fruit per day.
Week beginning 4th: 3/2-5/2-3/1-4/2-10/1-0/1-0/2
Week beginning 11th: 4/2-5/1-9/1-6/1-0/0-0/0-0/0
Week beginning 18th: 0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0
Week beginning 25th: 0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0-0/0
Note: i was successful the third week but my away from computer time meant i didn't log the details. My last week however was a bit hit and miss due to having a slack week.
Loss for the month.....1.1kg :-
Week Nine: -8th Jan 10-0.1
Week Ten: -15th Jan 10-0.7
Week Eleven: -22nd Jan 10-Nil
Week Twelve: -29th Jan 10-0.3
(134.6) Nov '09 :- 1.8kg
(132.8) Dec '09:-3.0kg
(129.8) Jan '10:-1.1kg
Sunday, January 3, 2010
December challenge
Description
To Get no more than 5 red crosses
Week beginning 1st: xxxxxxx
Week beginning 7th: xxxxxxx
Week beginning 14th: xxxxxxx
Week beginning 21st: xxxx xxx
Week beginning 28th: xxxxxxx
NB: Red crosses are for days that i have been bad with my calories and exercising. Yellow are for free days ( christmas, boxing day and New years Eve).
Loss for the month.....3.0kg :-
Week Four: -4th Dec 09-1.0
Week Five: -11th Dec 09-1.6
Week Six: -18th Dec 09-0.8
Week Seven: -24th Dec 09-0.6
Week Eight: -31st Dec 09-+1.0
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
November Challenge
Description
To drink 8 glasses of water per day, including weekends.
Week beginning 16th: **XXXXX
Week beginning 23rd: *****XX
Week beginning 30th: X
NB: This challenge began halfway through the month of November.
The loss for the month.....1.8kg:-
Week one: -13th Nov 09-0.2
Week two: -16th Nov 09-1.6
Week three: -27th Nov 09-No weigh in. TTOTM
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