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I'm a wife and a mother of 4. I began my 'journey' at 149+ kilos. 8 weeks ago i finally broke the magical barrier of 130 that had confounded me for so long and weighed in at 129.2. Stupid me though, i self sabotaged again and let family issues close me off to the world and i am now 134.6 again and rareing to do anything it takes to get back into new territory.

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Oh No Its Worse Than I Thought.....

.....and i'm not even talking about the weight gain ( i've been watching it bounce around for a month now so thats not a surprise), it's the fact the my last blog - so the last time i was focused on healthy living, was 9 months ago!!!

I posted today for the first time in ages in my fav 50+ thread and i mentioned that i did do many new things last year which is what i wanted and had in my signature.....
2010 - the year to try something new!
I got off my big butt and pretended i had courage coming out of my wazoo and enrolled in a course, which gave me the knowledge and skills to land my first ever job (apart from mothering of course). I've been working for 5 months now and i saw 5kgs drop off me (from the many i had put on) easily without even trying to be healthy.
I haven't been to the gym since i started my course because to put it simply i am just too damned tired after work - which i know will be helped by weightloss. I was waiting for a time when i would feel less tired by working to maybe get back to the gym and start watching what i eat but now that my body has gotten used to how much it moves around during the day i have put 3kgs back on and i'm only 4kgs lighter than my original starting weight........ so long the rest of my 23kg loss

I've been lurking around CK for a week but wasn't feeling ready to join in, however i'm not waiting anymore, i'll only get bigger if i do. It's time to start logging everything again.....even the bad stuff......no more burying my head in the sand. It's time ti focus on what i am doing/not doing to myself.


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